Nanaji

When I was little I would hold on to you finger and walk around with you..
making you aware about my wishlist for the next time when you came around..
appreciated little treasures that you got for me...

As I started growing up I started to look upto you for guidance...
I started to respect you for the great man that you were....
awed by your acheivements in life...

A little more while later your qualities started showing up in me...
yes I started developing a passion for poetry...writing and reading...

I would write letters to you and wait eagerly for your response..
sometimes I even sent you my poetry for review...
you were my most treasured critic..you made me feel worth a lot...

your sheer presence in the house would make the evironment a whole lot sober and intellectual..
you never seeze to inspire even if you seeze to exist anymore in this living world...

but I would really love to beleive what they tell us when our loved ones leave us...
that no one ever leaves...that they just change forms...

some beleive in the stars some beleive in the angels....but I beleive that you are always there for me
everywhere and anywhere I might need you and feel lonely...

crying over our goodbye can't be helped..but its not that I am sad you left..
it must have been for the the best...

I am happy that now there is no distance between me and you..my thought is the action whenever I miss you...

And we do not need the medium of words between us anymore...
this is a gr8 consolation in itself..

I hope that you are happy and safe wherever you are and can see feel all of thinking of you in good times and bad...

I love you forever and always Nanaji!!

Happy!! :)

Well I read this really amazing blog of Maria Gorretti! And man she is a totally bursting with happiness and positivity and writes all of it down so very well that you can actually feel the fun ooozing out of her posts!!

I totally love her from the days she used to be an MTV VJ...hosting MTV Hip Shakers....

Well reading her blog has made me so charged up that I am now writing a blogpost about her blog! ha ha..
but it is well deserved...I wish I can keep up my spirits like her!

I read people writing blogs about critisizing some or the other things in life but rarely people truly write thanks for little treasures of their lives... and she is one of them...

Love reading it and enjoyed writing about it...
Will soon write about my trip to Singapore and Bali! Haven't had so much fun since a loooooooooooong time! :)

When the heart and soul agree!

I have been observing my behavior all along in my life in different situations, where I have accomplished something or quit it mid way. And a sudden realization has struck me. That I only follow through with my decisions where both my heart and soul agree. And in such cases my success is guaranteed.

Of the cases where my heart and soul don't agree and I do the thing because i think I have to do it ( here my heart & my mind are trying to push me but me soul has a different agenda altogether ), I can barely make it to the end or otherwise the people around me keep on motivating me to finish what I started.

I am in a total amazement at this realization not because it something that I hadn't known all along. But for the reason that I have noticed it just now.

Now I wonder wouldn't life be easier if the soul would simply let us know its agenda? But I know one more thing that the soul is here to take us on treasure hunt so that we enjoy the process of these discoveries.

But the thing with most of is that we really keep on telling our soul that I have more important things to do than play treasure hunt with you. How funny! Because there is nothing more important than this game! There is nothing more important than getting to know your soul and its agenda. Because there is no other way to go about it. You have come here to do just what your soul has to do. As they say that the body is just a mere instrument or a thing that the soul uses to realize its agenda.
And if you spend any time ignoring it then you are just prolonging the game of treasure hunt by mixing it up with hide and seek! :D
And this we all do at some point in our lives only to regret it later!
But the good thing about the soul is that it always forgives and lets you play again with it. And makes the game even more exciting because it has to then do what it has to do in a relatively less amount of time! Even though it accomplishes its agenda anyway, it only becomes more exciting for us because so many realizations, so many activities take place in our lives all of a sudden and that is just overwhelming!
But once we start listening to the soul it starts taking good care of us, never letting the calm and happy state to leave from our minds and body. That is when we achieve the state of getting the mind, body & soul united.
If you go into such a state, no power in the universe can stop you from accomplishing what your soul wants you to accomplish!

This is what all of us aim for our lives. But we forget the action that we need to take in order to achieve it.
Understand yourself !
Most of us spend more time in trying to understand life, world, other people and their behaviors, science and its phenomenons, when we should be all the while trying to understand ourselves and our responses to all these things. Only that is what brings us into the game of treasure hunt that I was referring to.

Play along and find your way! :)

The blogs

Well..this is the first time I am starting to put my thoughts into words for all to read! It is definitely a big achievement for someone like me who has always been shy of sharing her writings.
But lately, I have come to realize the significance of such growing fever for these e-spaces where people like to document their thoughts about different things in day to day life. I for one have come to think that writing down your thoughts is good way to analyze your own psyche.

For example I have been really frustrated about something at work and so, my thought process tends to be negative about most of the things. I swear more I find flaws in everything and in the conclusion feel helpless about things. So at that point when I write something and then read what I have written with a 3rd person's perspective, I realize where my thoughts and energy is getting wasted. And consequently I try to direct my thoughts towards the happier side.

Also, one big advantage of blogging is that it gives you the confidence of expressing your thoughts and patience to accept the criticism of people and in some cases flattery as well. :)

On the flip side I think there are just so many of us blogging our heads out, and so many of us reading the stuff written by others that content of thoughts has really taken backseat. For example people start writing about anything under the sun with no meaning to it. But that is because all of us just need an outlet for some or the other feeling be it happiness, sadness, nothingness or just whatever. What we forget is easily accessible portals propagate that feeling into the readers multiplying its magnitude over the masses. Because in today's world there are takers for everything!

That is why in earlier days pen used to be considered a very powerful means of making or breaking the society. But at that time the readers and thinkers used to a selected few. Now its just everybody!

So now I rest my pen or keys for that matter and see where my thoughts take their readers! :)

Keep blogging!