Wednesday, 30 April 2014

Monkey

Perseverance. This word! Or rather the lack of it sums up my life until now :P
You can call it lack of patience, laziness or simply getting bored with everything too easily..
Because temperance is in my nature 
I avoid digging deep as long as I can..
Depths scare me, they make me feel claustrophobic..
Maybe that makes me superficial or maybe it just makes me who I am

A monkey! Jumping from one branch to another..
Sniggering at myself when I stay on a single branch too long..

I'm apprehensive of staying too long at a branch but never too shy when jumping to the next one
Never worrying that the next branch might snap and drop me to the ground or worse still a deeper abyss..

I seek attention but when absolutely all the attention is on me I become extremely nervous and completely lose interest in doing the clown like tricks that I normally do to get that attention..

You see I'm a very image conscious monkey! :d 

So I would rather be mistaken for a statue than for a not-so-funny monkey ;)

I love myself very much and revere myself too for all the small things that probably only I appreciate about myself.

So if someone tries to show me a mirror and tell me I'm not all that whatever I think about myself, I don't like those people very much :D 

But somehow the paranoid me tries to crab me down and sometimes I totally swat it away and sometimes...well you know...

Are you a monkey too? What makes you tick? What braches have you swung on so far?

I'm a curious monkey too you see ;) 

I like finding out what makes people tick because I like to please people 

Probably I'm one of those jamura and ustaad type performing monkey..so I have to absolutely be sure how to please the crowd

If I don't know then that scares me :D

Btw so that brings me to a very intriguing question: do monkeys have a purpose like a higher purpose in our lives? Or are they just doomed to always monkey around like they have got nothing better to do? :D

Well I will leave it to you to find the answers...while I try to find some myself..

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